Well , i feelings kinda down now . I don't know why . Most probably because i think things happened too fast , and i haven't get hold of things or maybe i choose not to . I don't know . It's been almost 27 or 28 days since baby last left me . Well , yes . I know he's still around . But things changed . I kinda think men are some untrustable creatures . I don't know why .

This few days , i've been listening to many many stories about so many people . And yes , there can be actually be rlly rlly nice people , rlly rlly mean people as well . It's kinda scary isn't it ? I've heard about tragic love stories but turn out to be fruitful endings . I do not know how to rephrase it into a better sentence . Well , but if you get my meanings thats great . If not , that's too bad .

I've seen , no rather then heard . A man cried for a woman , but turn out that the man didn't actually appreciate what the woman did all to him . I'm sad , i'm angry . Why are men like this . Well i can't say all . But 90% of em ? Can't men cherish what they have? Can't they get contented with what they have ? Can't they just stick with just one pussy ? Is that too difficult , or too much to ask ? I'm as sad as the woman is , i do not know why i can feel it somehow . I felt the pain . I knew the smile . That smile ... always seen as strong but fragile at the same time . This is what i called broken smile .

I'm not rlly trying to be rlly depressed here . Because suddenly things came all at a time . Time rlly passes by rlly quickly . In less then just a month , i lose so many yet gained so many . I lost a relationship , i'm losing in time . losing myself . I've gained a rlly nice and good friend , i've gained knowledge because of her . I learn so many so many from her . Complicated is not excuse for disallowing people entering your innermost heart . I believe i can try to understand you . I swear i'll try my best to . I felt sad whenever things happened to you . I do not understand why . This is a feeling i never had before .

In life , there's so many NOs . How many of i wished and i wished . Did anyone realise something ? By saying i wished , doesn't help at all . By crying , doesn't help . But all this doesn't help did help a lil . That's what my brain tells me .

I felt so much like crying now . But i don't understand where did my tears went to ? In all , i feel crappish . ):

Can anyone cheer me up tonight ? Just do anything , sing badly , dance badly , sms me with silly things , send me mms photo like my beloved zihao did . I DON'T CARE .

Crap.

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