-Not Anymore.

Wednesday, October 31, 2007 Y 6:48 PM

Whatever you want here.

30 Oct
Rachel: relinked <3
*Reply: Okay , thanks . iloveyou.

YENLING: charbo , am here to tag ! your post , i find it true too ! LOLS ~
*Reply: Haas , third person who actually agrees :D

YENLING: MISS YOUUU~ jiayous for ur ssp la , arbo retain uhs. i know you wont want. JIAYOUS:D
*Reply: You very high today lehs . Haas , yup i won't ! no worries luh (:

celeste: relinked you ! haha, yea, the show's damn nice lor.. hahaha
*Reply: But don't understand lehs? T.T

aihuii: nice blog skin (:
*Reply: Haas , thanks :D

chunwei: hm. i ah , wear one thick black specs , skinny and also quite tall ? maybe bah haha and i'm not that tan :X
*Reply: My imagination is not up to standard . hahah ! Do you have any blog?

chunwei: haha , and your call by second serenade eh? nice song ;DDDDD
*Reply: Haas , ya !!

31 Oct
Drew: Relinked~
*Reply: dumby dumby :DD

Lewei: Hahah ... Okay .tagtag
*Reply: Never come for history lehs you !

charis: heyhey!relink me?(:
*Reply: sure. :D

As life goes on I'm starting to learn more and more about responsibility
And I realize that everything I do is affecting the people around me
So I want to take this time out to apologize for things that
I've done and things that haven't occurred yet
and things that they don't want to take responsibility for

I'm sorry for the times that I left you home
I was on the road and you were alone
I'm sorry for the times that I had to go
I'm sorry for the fact that I did not know

That you were sitting home just wishing we
Could go back to when it was just you and me
I'm sorry for the times I would neglect
I'm sorry for the times I disrespect

I'm sorry for the wrong things that I've done
I'm sorry I'm not always there for my sons
I'm sorry for the fact that I'm not aware
That you can't sleep at night when I am not there

Because I'm in the streets like everyday
I'm sorry for the things that I did not say
Like how you are the best thing in my world
And how I'm so proud to call you my girl

I understand that there's some problems
And I'm not too blind to know
All the pain you kept inside you
Even though you might not show

If I can't apologize for being wrong
Then it's just a shame on me
I'll be the reason for your pain
And you can put the blame on me

You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me

Said you could put the blame on me
Said you could put the blame on me
Said you could put the blame on me
You could put the blame on me

I'm sorry for the things that he put you through
And all the times you didn't know what to do
I'm sorry that you had to go and sell those bags
Just trying to stay busy until you heard from dad

When you would rather be home with all your kids
As one big family with love and bliss
And even though pops treated us like kings
He got a second wife and you didn't agree

He got up and left you there all alone
I'm sorry that you had to do it on your own
I'm sorry that I went and added to your grief
I'm sorry that your son was once a thief

I'm sorry that I grew up way too fast
I wish I would've listened and not been so bad
I'm sorry that your life turned out this way
I'm sorry that the feds came and took me away

I understand that there's some problems
And I'm not too blind to know
All the pain you kept inside you
Even though you might not show

If I can't apologize for being wrong
Then it's just a shame on me
I’ll be the reason for your pain
And you can put the blame on me

You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me

Said you could put the blame on me
Said you could put the blame on me
Said you could put the blame on me
You could put the blame on me

I'm sorry that it took so long to see
But they were dead wrong trying to put it on me
I'm sorry that it took so long to speak
But I was on tour with Gwen Stefani

I'm sorry for the hand that she was dealt
And for the embarrassment that she felt
She's just a little young girl trying to have fun
But daddy should've never let her out that young

I'm sorry for Club Zen getting shut down
I hope they manage better next time around
How was I to know she was underage
In a 21 and older club they say

Why doesn't anybody want to take blame
Verizon backed out disgracing my name
I'm just a singer trying to entertain
Because I love my fans I'll take that blame

Even though the blame's on you
Even though the blame's on you
Even though the blame's on you
I'll take that blame from you

And you can put that blame on me
And you can put that blame on me
You can put that blame on me
You can put that blame on me

And you can put that blame on me
And you can put that blame on me

VIVIAN IS SUPER x12479375639 UNHAPPY TODAY. BECAUSE I REALISE I AM ALMIGHTY LITTLE MISS UNREASONABLE.

Whatever.!^$(!&%(&%&!%$&$#&^%($&!@#

So am i suppose to kneel down for spoiling your fucked up day because i was angry of you being outside 400plus when you claimed that you can't leave 400plus?Or i should apologize for expecting too much from you when i asked you why never you thot of fetching me from school when you're at 700plus today playing maple ? Or i should apologize for getting angry of you because you forgotten my URL for today like as you claimed it was the first time but i'm digging almost everything out and you asked me what the fuck i want ?Or is it , apologizing to you for being unreasonable when i don't understand why you came out at 1140 and you want to stay out till 12 , which is a total of 13 hours today and i have comments on it? Yea , okay . it's my fault . For getting you real upset for today . Sorry for getting angry when you said you wanted to avoid your dad so you'll go home after 11 plus or 12 but i don't UNDERSTAND.Sorry because i saw you on the bus with your friend ACCIDENTALLY . I could've pretend i never saw my boyfriend who is you on the bus , and kept my mouth shut and said nothing . Sorry for comparing too much with others , when i'm seeing other people's boyfriend coming to fetch them almost everyday but you cannot because you can't come out but you're outside with friends for some reasons. I'm sorry that i never thot of you will scared of i being dismissed earlier so you never came . I'm sorry i didn't know you left 50 cents so you cannot come but you're gonna have dinner with friends because you lend money from them to eat. I'm sorry that my logical sounds even more funnier then before.I'm sorry because i loved you so i was so angry at the last message you sent me . I'm sorry because i love you so much i got angry . I'm sorry for loving you and being alittle more possesive from your friends. I'm sorry for being jealous because you spend one week with friends and only 4 days with me. I'M SORRY . AND I DON'T FUCKING NEED ANYTHING anymore.