DON^*Darling DON DON . lol! Sorry , yesterday abit of a emo ya? Sorry =x

Passerby^*Mai lame la . Go away,like that play very fun huh?

Lw^*Who u ?Lewei arhs?Wah damn it la she . Disgusting mans! She peicai import to opss derhs leis . lol (:

Chiinchin^*Haas , nvm ! it's ok (: .. Where gil gil xP nono where bird bird .. L O L

VEL^*Why never come arhs?):

School was so much fun today.Was planning not to go school today,but lucky i came.HAHA!It's like damn it so much of laughter of us filled the classroom.

ALFRED&HUIMIN&JIANSHENG&FIRMAN&ANDRE&ME.

i love all of u la cans?HOHOHOS(:

Damn it lurhs~It's just so hilarious alright!The way Firman produces the Crazy frog thingy.L O L..Fuck u bastard (: We are behaving like a bunch of fools during the last few periods.Oh ya , sadly VEL lil darling was absent.She missed out the fun though ):

Was instructed to write a compo out of a question.And the question is kinda lame la!
Question:"Write down the first experience u got punished the first time."
wAo.It's like 1000 year ago mans?How can i remember such thing ?!

Vivian:"Wah how to write sials?So long ago liaos.Sighhh"
Bokhui:"Aiyarhs u kena punish so many time.Anyhow write one will do."
Vivian:"=.=! Kao bei la.L O L"
Jiaxing:"Ya lor, u always kena punish derhs.If ask u write all , 300 page also not enough."
We all laughed.

Ok.Nothing funny about that . Back to today in class.Then shunquan went to the toilet.It's like he'll never coming back from the toilet or something?L O L.And he fiddles with his stud on the ear.Because of that , his name appeared on class dairy twice . lmao . (:

Then SSC , i scolded FIRMAN for some reason which i don't even know.Some mood swings again . ARGH! It's about the pen knife thing.So i asked ANDRE about it.And guess what he told me =O

VIVIAN:"He want penknife for what?"
ANDRE:"@#$@%$^@#!@$ faiz @#$&^%@#!#@take out."
VIVIAN:"Oh?"

But the stupid thing is , i don't get what he mean?lmao .Then after scolding FIRMAN , I cooled down , Science lesson time .Test ? bhuang liaos la . _!_

After school , went to the foyer saw KAISHENG x3 ! Then went to eat at MACDONALDS with ALFRED&BOKHUI&HUIMIN&YENLING

i am tearing apart on the inside once again.You gained ur happiness on myye pain.I swear to god , i'm going to treat u as a friend!Though it's hell out of world thingy.But no matter what i'm gonna do it.No matter how hard , no matter how fast i'm dying inside.Whenever i talk to u,i never seems to able to look into your eyes.i'm afraid all i can see in ur eyes are someone else but not me.This is so terrible.This day is coming not matter what , and i know it.And i was prepared for it anyway . i know u are going to stay single was fake.I know u told me cause you don't want me to get hurt . But i'm still hurted.I told myyself from yesterday u told me sorry.i'm not going ot let this thing bother me.NEVER!But it still did.The look of u makes me lost.Makes me feel like being her , feeling how nice would it be to be loved by u once again.I tot i could feel it , the love between u and her.But i was lost, blank up in the head.I'm afraid that i had long lost the sense of touch , the touch of the loved one.And the feeling of being love,i'm afraid i have to learn it all over again.I used to teach u everything to do and feel in a relationship.And finally now , i know none of them.Should i be happy or sad about it?I don't know .Probably i've hidden myye love for u too deep in myye soul.That i don't even know how to dig it out again and throw it far far away from me.And this feels terrible.I give up.I can't . Like what Siang ann told me . U are in myye sub consious that i'm unwilling to give up.In the surface i maybe telling myyeself i don't love u.i love u no more.But...but...but..x3i miss u terribly already.):

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