Sunday, January 14, 2007 Y 10:34 PM
Whatever you want here.
Sian , Why can't he pretend to be mine just for one day??haiisx .. =(( .. Why? All i need is just a chance , thats all T.T .. He's making me go crazy .. T.T for miie please come back .. T.T . i know i cannot force you . I FEAR .. , fear of being alone , fear of being unloved , fear of being WITHOUT you =( . I wanna fall asleep in ur arms again lyk how i always do .. i wanna hug you and sleep lyk i love doing it , hug you when i'm sad .. cry and see you are crying with me so i know you care !! **** it .. blo*dy h*ll ... _*_
why didn't i feel love when i'm torn apart?Am i stupid or what?When eu are torn apart i gave you so much love, when i niid it . you ran away lyk i will kill eu or something?This is not right .. so not right ! . You probably reading this . And you should know who you are .. You are the one who tore me apart . =( . And i'm stupid enough not to blame it on you , cause i don't want to , and don't bare to .. You know it very well , T.T .. You know you always sms me with all the thanks for the concern .. whatever I WILL BE CRYING LIKE HELL!why are we like this?WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY! .. haiisx .. I think you are probably think of another girl . But i am not , Can you be caring enough to AT LEAST be myye bestest friend , or be myye counsellor , or teach me how to be happy without you , you can't love me as a lover , but can you LOVE ME AS A FRIEND?T.T ..
i'm trying to love myye cuts again T.T and i dunch want to ~
