Sunday, January 21, 2007 Y 11:37 AM
Whatever you want here.
Huimin^*lmao.
Isabelle^*I'm sick of it (:
Rachel^*What notti marmie sials =.=
wantinqq^*haas .. FOC hugs? cool man .. sure sure i'll find you =)
VEL^*ILU* lil darling
Maybe i still loves you.But there no one last chance anymore . I'm tired of both of you .. please let me rest peacefully . Can anyone please help me with this fucking situation? I'm stcuk for almost half a year .And i'm happy enough i didn't commit suicides .. That will be so stupid . But i'm dying inside somehow .. Do i deserve this from the both of you?Probably yes?Maybe it's all a mistake you and me started at the beginning .. Ya i was told by you it wasn't a mistake .. But comes to think of it i think it is a HUGE mistake somehow .. You think by assuring me that you'll stay single makes me happier to know that you and her got no chance to patch at all?I don't really think so .. Ya she maybe childish and stuff ,but isn't that what you like?I'm going crazy ... i am crazy yesterday .. i got all so fucked up , and send some fucked up message to the both of you. But was who was i to blame??? You?Her?Myself? .. I seriously want to get OUT of this FUCKING MESS. This isn't what i suppose to get. I SWEAR i deserve better things from th both of you.. A peaceful world thats what i want from now on .. Maybe i am the one in the middle stopping you from loving her?I'm not sure . If that the case . i'll be gone for you .. =) .. Trust me .. Not i wanna be noble or something. I just want you to be happy thats all .. And i just want everybody to be happy..Is that a unreasonable request?.If you think it is that forget it . I am who i am .. Ya i promise you not to smoke i nvr .. Well , thats how important you are to me , But i don't seems to be important to you any longer . Maybe you need her more than i need you?Like i said i'm better off alone anyway . I'm still living without you for half a year , ad that's long . And i'm glad i can come this long way all by myself and my friends supporting me .. And i'm now feeling all so fucked up because the both of you . I'm so so so THANKFUL to you ya? For telling me all the i don't know thingy .. You are simply avoiding .. You wanna avoid?Avoid all you want?I'm not gonna stop . So what if i did?Nothing will come in a result like last time .. So why do it when nothing was a result?im sick and tired .. i need a break from everything that's bothering me for so so LONG. like as if decades ago .. JUST PRETEND NOTHING IS HAPPENING.AND NOTHING HAD HAPPENED (:
You need her more then i need you (: i'm tired (: goodbye
Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
- Yes.
How many girlfriends/ boyfriends have told you they love you?
- many many.non was true for boyfriends.
Have you ever thought that you were going to marry a person?
- it's over anyway.
Are you crushing on someone?
- Too tired to do this kinda thing.
Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurt?
- It's always like that(:
Have you ever made a boyfriend orgirlfriend cry
- Ya.SO??
Are you happier single or in a relationship?
- Both.
Have you ever told someone you lovedthem and didn't mean it?
- Ya.
Have you ever had your heart broken?
- It's always like that.
Have you ever broken someone's heart??
- Ya.SO?
Talk to any of ur exs?
- Ya.
If you could go back in time and change things, would you?
- I don't know.
Think any of your exes feel the same?
- I Don't know.
Do you believe that you are a good boyfriend or girlfriend?
- Nope,no matter how hard i try to love him.
Have you dated people who were not good to you?
- Yupps.
Have you been in an abusive relationship?
- NO!
Have you dated someone older than you?
- No.
Younger?
- Same age la fucker.
Do you believe in second chances?
- I don't beieve in anything anymore.
Does heartbreak really feel as bad asit sounds?
Maybe?
