-Not Anymore.

Friday, January 26, 2007 Y 8:36 PM

Whatever you want here.

i'm feeling so super duper down , since this afternoon ): .. i don't know why?Or maybe it started during school time already . Hais , why why why!?i take back my words Naufal , maybe i do mind how ppl looks at me .. I'm trying to be FRIENDLY .. i swear i did ): . But nothing comes to work! Damn! .. I don't know what to do .. i was feeling so vexed (is that the word?) since thurdays? Jia wen came telling me PRIYA was afraid of me?Am i that fierce .. I don't scold people , i don't beat people .. Did you all ever see i CHE PEOPLE DAIJI? though i hate that person to bone , i also won't do anything what .. ): ..So why you all afraid of me?i don't like it!! ): .. it's stressing me up .. i don't want that .. Maybe kor kors' right with his point of view .. Maybe when people starts to hear my name from some place they will start to think .. whatever they are thinking about me now .. But you don't know me .. Do you have the right to judge me?i don't think so . If you don't like me . Or my attitude , tell straight to my face . Do you have to tell other ppl , and the ppl come and tell me .. I was so irritated . But i smiled at you , And you are like giving me that face?Is that a return from smiling to you . I don't think i need it anyway? i really wanna be friendly , but my class don't allow me to .. Some just irritates me like what eric heng, don't get offended .. But your attitude i just couldn't take it .. SiSTERS knows .. I don't take people's attitude cause i have mine TOO! get it? i know i can't want the world to adapt to me , i have to adapt to the world.But does that means i have to TAKE OTHER'S ATTITUDE?if that's the case , can i die?I know , the way i walk and stuff maybe scares people off , but yenling!you should know how i walk everytime what!!! but you can understand , why they cannot?Being detest by people is not a very good thing , i wwas scolded a bitch by adrain same class as xingxia .. got scolded lousy by eugene from sec 1 .. maybe i am lousy i am a bitch.. Since you alll hate me to bones , then curse me .. i don't mind .. hais ): .. i don't know what is going on?!? i just hates to be disturbed during my resting time .. i hate it .. ok since kor teach me how to say it .. then i'll say it here , i know there sure to have a people to tell you , so i don't have to worry..

Miss kai en ,
You are disturbing my sleep in class
could you kindly shut up?
Or just talk softly will do.
OR I'LL BE SLAPPING YOUR BLOOD FACE.
Thanks for the co-operation (:

Thats what wei zhong kor teach me how to say , cause i seriously don't know what to say to kai en , all i'll be doing is shouting at her face .. i know it's rude , but i dono what to say .. I DON'T KNOW ANYTHING!!hais . i getting all so lefted out again .. i'm losing everyone .. they are busing doing their things .. Don was unhappy , i was the las tot know . Conger , was so close to me anymore . Siang ann and wei zhong busy dota-ing , ron busy with schooling too .. whatever .. all leaving .. and i don't want to .. but it's happening .. i dono la!